I want you
Oh so much
Yes…
I love you
But you–
YOU love someone else…
Breaks my heart
Especially when you seek that advise
Making us nothing more than a friendship
If only it were something else…
Oh what pretense!
Allowing me to be near you
Just to give and give but never to receive…
Imagining your wondrous and lustorous lips wrapped around mine
At least for a moment
A passionate kiss
Oh what bliss!
Instead, I keep all my feelings within
I am a master at that
Those feelings so perfectly hidden deep inside
That’s what gives me strength to give you advise
When YOUR love does you wrong, abuses, hurts, breaks you apart
Provoking the tears in your eyes to flow with no end
That’s when you run desperately…
To whom else?
But to me
Hoping that my solemnly advise will be somewhat wise with sense…
that somehow will mend the two of you again
Oh love, how it hurts my heart
What to do?
This is my choice
For me, something better than nothing at all
My withered soul
Always and for you
The one I hold
-AS
